Sudden urges and sudden disappearances as sudden as they come...

Been having a lot of urges lately. Especially this week, since I know I'll be losing my freedom in a few days.

I had the urge to leave and travel to another country alone. The urge to go on a super strict diet and make myself anorexic. The urge to ask him about us. The urge to go on a crazy shopping spree. The urge to just keep sleeping. But all these disappeared as soon as they came. It's a good thing.

Right now, I just have the urge to talk to him... I can't wait for the weekends to arrive...