Forgotten what it's like...

Or maybe this is a brand new level of pain. I hate myself being like that. But I can't help it. I just wanna get out of this crap hole fast and never look back.

I thought we could stay friends, but apparently, I'm the only one putting in effort. I don't wanna waste my time being like that. I'm gonna bounce back. Sooner than you think. Cos my world doesn't stop spinning cos of you. Cos I don't want to give you any hint of a freaking ego boost.

And now, I'm just really glad I have tonnes of friends who love the shit out of me. I appreciate it and I thank you... From the bottom of my heart...